x|aoBao~Ex - Drummer~x|aoBao

2007-03-06T00:59:00.000+08:00

I Will Kill All The "PAST"
I Will Find Your HEART ONE DAY!!!

2007-03-05T00:40:00.000+08:00

I Miss You !
I Knew Is You!
Must Be You!

Not asking for any chance
Hope this time fate will arrange for me

2007-03-01T19:39:00.000+08:00

Wishing you all the best
May you and him enjoy enternity

sign off
The "emo drummer"

2007-02-18T04:20:00.000+08:00

nothing much to blog ....
Just a sentence ....

STILL MISSING YOU

2007-02-14T01:39:00.000+08:00

SCC DRUMMING TEAM

SHIGONG: JASON, MANDY

SHIFU: JIAMIN, TIFFANY

STUDENTS: HUIJIA

PEIXIN

XIN HU

WENDY

JOCELYN

HUIFEN

CELESTE

WANTING

ZIQIN

GUOLONG

STEVE

WEIMING

JOHNNY

WINSTON

LARRY

FUN

NIAN SHUN

TO BE UPDATED SOON!

I STILL MISS U

A WEEK HAS GONE SINCE THAT DAY

I ADMITTED TO FATE

WISH U ALL THE BEST ALWAYS

LOVING SOMEONE DOESN'T NEED HER/HIM PHYSICALLY

AS LONG SHE/HE IS HAPPY YOU ARE HAPPY TOO

SIGN OFF

THE "EMO DRUMMER"

2007-02-10T02:28:00.000+08:00

Heart Still Bleeding

Had a hard time trying to forget the pain in my heart. Sorrow hard to swallow. Sadness hard to bear. Missing you is just a matter that i cannot resist doing it. Is just so hard to forget about you.

Your Care,
Your Concern,
Your Smile,
All so forgettable.

Is it all or are we just friends. . . . . . . . ?

Can i just have a chance or nothing at all . . . . . . . ?

I have to swallow all this, is it abit cruel ?
You left me a sentence saying you are attached and that left me all alone here bearing all the pain and sadness. Im i just being too devoted ? I should have just give up since the day you told me your feelings will not come. But i really can't bear to give u up. I kept telling myself one day your feelings will come. IT WILL COME SOONER OR LATER!!!! But the actually fate shows me NO!!!!!!

Im back to square one.

Y every girls that i like always suffer the same fate. Just simply dun understand.

I should have knew all this earlier. But just being stubborn and knock myself onto the wall once again.

NOW I KNOW, SINCERITY AND DEVOTED DUN WORK AT ALL!!!!!

HAIX
SIGN OFF
THE "EMO DRUMMER"

2007-02-08T02:16:00.000+08:00

Since a few weeks i never blog le bah :(

This few weeks really tons tons of thing happen... haix .....

Lets start with my mei mei bah:
Had such a bad quarrel on a scc activity day. Really dun knw can i tell her. Tell her im sorry ? it doesn't even cure wads happening between us. It just so complicated! complicated! haix .... Since that day, we didn't even chat on phone neither on msn. But i secretly read her blog everday, just to check if she is fine or sumting. In my heart i admit i still care for her alot alot.

Just the day which was SCC MP, she was inside the clubhse. Walk past each other without even saying a little "hi" .... WAS THAT SO IMPOSSIBLE!? maybe ? maybe not ? While i was praticing for mandy song, sweet surrender, she was just sitting right infront of the drumset where i was. Didn't even dare to look at her, didn't even dare to say a single word to her. We just have a common sixth sense which tell us our hatred has gone.

MP has ended, which say my last drumming for SCC in my poly life. Was talking to mandy about jiamin and tiffany drumming thingy. She came to sit down with us .... The moment came so sudeen, really dun knw wad to react. I knew this day will come sooner or later, put down everything i have in my mind and sat beside her, gave a good hug and told her everything was over.... she had a good cry too ...... That moment marks the end of our hatred and cold war.

We are back to normal now ........

Next comes my drumming:
I knew i cannot give up drum.
My Tu mei Jiamin quote me a sentence, when i was on de phone with her;

"drum is sumthing u have play for so long le, u tink properly before u make any decision, dun because of someone u give up not worth it lo. Somemore u play so well, u already earn so mani respect in SCC le. drum is sumthing u can't give up de"

This sentence really let me tink a lot. whether to gave up anot.
I remember this sentence: " Giving Up Is Always Nt My Option" i tink i have make a decision early on to give up. which really cause alot of commtion.
Finally after a long long consideration: I will nt give up!
Cause i got so much ppl waiting for me to teach especially tiffany, still waiting for me to teach her my skills. Yes, tiffany..... i will teach u wadever i know cause shifu promise you before! yup!

Next lets move on to the TAIZI & XIAOSI story bah:

Sad to say, this story have come to an end. I would say a sadding ending

I came to understand that, fate is trying to play with me .... haix no matter hw hard i try or do is just will nt come to a product that i have wish for.

To like someone u need encourage, dun tell her u like her unless ur heart tell u so.
Love cannot be force
Feeling is something u will never get to understand it
FATE is always nt in our control
Dun tell a girl that feel can be created, cause feel can never be created, it just come naturally, you dun even to do anything

I admit lose this time round.

A lot gals like to say sorry to a guy when come to a rejection or she have hurt u or wad.

SORRY!!!!! ---> You knw hw painful can this word be?!

In a relationship is always this few words:

Yes, i like you
Lets be together
Dear, i love you
Dear, i miss you
I think i grow no feel for you anymore
Lets breakup
SORRY!

After sorry is always left with each other pain and sadness.

No one understand the pain and sorrow of the word SORRY

Everyone can say sorry, but who understand the meaning of it.

A few sentence to all couples in the world:

Don't ever give up if you still want to try...

Don't Ever Wipe YouR Tears If You Sti Want to cry...

Don't Ever Sette For an Answer f You Still Want to Know...

Don't ever say you don't ove Her f You Can't et Her go...

SIGN OFF

THE "EMO DRUMMER"

2007-01-23T00:05:00.000+08:00

Everything has not been since right for me. My path, my family, my project, my drums. I wanna tell myself i can handle all this. But i really can't. REALLY REALLY REALLY CAN'T!! Im losing myself, losing my confidence, losing my esteem.

Love can be so "fast and furious" it can come within one day and you will lose it within one day too. Even how much u love her, u can't escape de fate of breaking up. Cause we can never control fate.

To all my Drum students:

Shifu might be retiring soon. Dun probe me for any reasons. Your guys are great, very seriously in learning. I like the passion you guys have for drums, im proud to have students like u all.

My greatest achievement in SCC was to see my first tu mei, tiffany to perform drum. Im really proud of you. Though u did not learn for long. But ur nv say give up passion really touch me. I know shifu nv choose the right student to take over me. Tiffany, promise shifu, if i dun perform anymore, you muz pursure on, sing and play drums together. I believe you can.

I really have no idea what lies for our future. I dun know what will come next. But i know, ur feelings will come one day. I believe, u must believe also. Let us do whatever we can to make this fairytale come true.

1) Girl, i love ur smile ( dun lose it k, i wan to see you smile everyday)

2) Girl, i love talking to you

3) Girl. i like the way you support me, the encouragement, the morale

4) Girl, i like your style, especially your hair : P

5) Girl, i like all the moments that i have spend with you

Taizi and Xiaoxi Fairytale
Can we have this fairytale coming soon ?
No matter how long i have to wait, i know that day will come.
Yes, i believe!!

Stay tune for the story of taizi and xiaoxi
sign off
The "emo" drummer

2007-01-14T04:25:00.000+08:00

I have hurt [???] so deep
I have neglected [???] for so long

I should say sorry for what i have done. I know [???] has been very busy and really neglected you. I know [???] have been giving you cold shoulder. [???] being so caring and trying to find out what happen to me, but nevertheless "cold water" was still being splashed to you directly. Damaged has been done, no words can describe the disappointment you have in me. [???] is just a failure. Can't even take care of you.

[When u need me im not there
When u sound so sad, i was not even there to care for you
When i get busy or stress, i rather play drums den calling you
When you call, just a word busy, i hung up your call not evening asking why u call]

Remembering those days when we were so close and caring to each other
I sincerely hope those days will be back soon

{Asking for forgiveness from my beloved [???] [???]}
{Hope [???] will know i still care and in my heart [???] will always be mine beloved and caring ??? ???}

[???] SORRY!! FORGIVE [???] OK

I still remember i owe you and tu mei swensen + steamboat [will never forget]
After my project presentation end i bring you all k

PS: human mention above not my gf :p

Sign off
Failure [???]
"The Emo Drummer"

love = ??

2007-01-11T22:55:00.000+08:00

L = LOST
O = OVER
V = ?
E = EMOTIONAL

LOVE can be painful
LOVE can make someone lost him/her self
LOVE can make somone emo for a certain period of time

Can i dun fall in love ? it make me so emo. haix ...... It make me lost feel for drums. maybe?

girls will always reject guys for that few reason :

1) no feel
2) cannot forget ex bf
3) "you are too gd for me"
4) "i dun deserve ur love"

Can i consider those as crap reason? to so extend yes ... but commonly those reason is always true....

WHEN WILL MY MS RIGHT APPEAR!?
IM WAITING FOR THAT DAY!

Lets be frens first
Lets see how fate arrange our future bah
I also dun wanna force u too much
Overall, take a step at a time bah.

sign off
THE EMO DRUMMER

2007-01-08T19:00:00.000+08:00

JASON WANG JUN QIAN has not blogged since 25th NOV '06 which means..... 44 days already la! later i delete your blog then you know. hmph!

shall not update about how jason is doing since seriously, i have no idea what he's been doing recently.
HE IGNORED ME LA.
so being the ever so lovely and 'understanding' mei of yours, i DON'T WANT to talk to you already(hah... so primary school can).
stupid kor.
and i doubt you will ever read this sometime soon.

la la la la...

love, jia :)

2006-12-23T15:30:00.000+08:00

im back here again. but see, here's a new skin!

jia :)

2006-12-22T23:36:00.000+08:00

kor says he's too busy to blog, so here am i lo.

wondering what he's busy with? he's busy with his FYP, SCC concert, teaching of drums and....the usuals, GIRLS!!
*pulls ear* ok la, the last part not true. arbo later korkor whack me =X

la la la la... hen men la! so come crash your blog XP

shall end with a pic of us haha.
not that i don't wanna upload the others but kor you never send me the rest arh =P

signing off,
jia :)

2006-11-25T00:58:00.001+08:00

如何面对曾一起走过的日子
现在剩下我独行如何让心声一一讲你知
从来无人明白我唯一你给我好日子
有你有我有情有生有死有义
多少风波都愿闯只因彼此不死的目光
有你有我有情有天有海有地
不可猜测总有天意才珍惜相处的日子
道别话亦未多讲只抛低这个伤心的汉子
沉沉睡了谁分享今生的日子
活着但是没灵魂才明白生死之间的意思
情浓完全明白了才甘心披上孤独衣
有你有我有情有天有海有地
当天一起不自知分开方知根本心极痴
有你有我有情有生有死有义
只想解释当我不智如今想倾诉讲谁知
剩下绝望旧身影今只得千亿伤心的句子
剩下绝望旧身影今只得千亿伤心的句子

2006-11-22T14:24:00.000+08:00

How to make a Jason

Ingredients:

5 parts friendliness

5 parts silliness

3 parts ego

Method:
Blend at a low speed for 30 seconds. Add a little wisdom if desired!

Personality cocktail
From Go-Quiz.com

Just For Laugh

2006-11-16T11:35:00.000+08:00

FAINTED!!!

1st Scene.

Daddy and Mommy are fighting in the living room,right in front of their little son.

Daddy : Oh!!! You Bitch!

Mommy : What?? You Bastard!

Son : Daddy, Mommy, what's Bitch and Bastard??

At this moment, Daddy blushes. He quickly thinks up of something.

Daddy : It means Ladies and Gentlemen son.

Son : Oh I see!

2nd Scene...

Little Son was watching a TV show about premarital sex and there they mentioned the words 'breasts' and 'penises'.

Mommy was reading the papers.

Son : Mommy, what's breasts and penises?

At this moment, mommy turned blue, and quickly thought of something to say.

Mom: It means coats and hats, son.

Son : Oh I see!

3rd Scene...

Daddy was shaving his beard and son passed by; the toilet. Suddenly daddy cut himself and scream...

Daddy : Oh SHIT!!

Son : Daddy, what's shit?

At this moment, Daddy eyes bulged, and quickly thought of something to say..

Daddy : It means shaving cream, son.

Son : Oh I see!!

4th Scene..

Christmas is approaching, and mommy was stuffing the turkey into the stove. The turkey just wouldn't fit into the stove, so she said...

Mommy : Oh! Fuck!

Son : Mommy, what's fuck?

At this moment, Mommy froze.

She quickly thought of something to say.

Mommy : It means stuffing, son

Son : Oh I see!!

5th Scene...

It's Chrismas Eve! Little son exuberantly opened the door to let all that is uncles, aunties, cousins and friends come into the house.

Proudly he said... "Welcome in, Bastards and Bitches! Please put all your breasts and penises at that corner of the house ! My parent are busy at the moment. You see; Daddy is putting shit on his face upstairs and mummy is fucking the turkey in the kitchen. Don't worry they will come out in a minute!!

Everyone fainted!!!!!!!!!!

My Korean Drumsticks Are Broken

2006-11-16T09:37:00.000+08:00

I just simply love my korean drumsticks... but they are BROKEN now! SAD LOR!! =(

10 Reason Y i simply love My drumsticks
1) The Sticks are light
2) Good for stroking
3) Produce light drums sound
4) Good for pop songs
5) Nice gripping feel
6) IS TIFFANY TU MEI BUY ALL THE FROM KOREAN!!!
7) IS CHOOSEN BY CHARLENE TU MEI!!!
8) Simply cannot find another sticks as light as it
9) Like the wood colour texture
10) I love the korean wording on it! OMG!

DRUMS ARE USE TO PRODUCE BEATS AND RYTHMN!! NOT FOR YOU TO WHACK!! AND THAT IS CALL NOISE OK!!!

IF YOU THINK YOU ARE BETTER DEN ME! TRY ME!

Just simply have to look for another pair of sticks for my concert liao.

Just simply miss you from the band. =(
Remembering those days when we jam "breakaway"
How i miss those days
Remembering your singing expression make me feel so confidence when i jam with you all.
Never forgetting how u console me when i get annoyed
Always remember how you gave me that confidence look when i drum that song [ cause i always go offbeat =( ]
Anyway those days wouldn't be back again
Cause is just all over
Time cannot be turn back so you
Imagine one day when we are on the stage with thousand and millions of audience and we will be performing "breakaway"

I will be performing with my tiffany tu mei next tue for her LSCT thingy. Feel so happy! Cause we both long time never combined power liao, ever since the boon lay external performance. Been longing to perform with my tu mei, just me and her. Performing Kelly Clarkson - Because of you. Just feel so great performing with tu mei. DUN EVER MISTAKEN K! Cause both of us just love music and love to jam! Nv seen shifu and tu mei combined power before bah. hahaha! Watch out for us man!! right Tu mei!? We will rock LT 26 on tue. :p

CURRENTLY PLAYING: Kelly Clarkson - Breakaway

elephant and me

2006-11-15T13:40:00.000+08:00

Let me tell you why my brothers and sisters call me elephant

1) looK at his ears! as big as mine rite!
2)look at his body! as flabby as mine rite!

Thats why they call me elephant!! Yeah!!

Project is stress

2006-11-15T13:16:00.000+08:00

My project is dying .... NO! i should say im dying!!!!! Here stuck there stuck! everywhere stuck!! therefore i suck... thats y my project stuck. LAME! =.=

Can stop touturing me pls.... y muz i be sick at this point of time. been sick for a week.
Keen pain, gastric pain, running nose, headache, vomiting, lao sai.... :( gt anymore?? wan come all come la.

Can somemore hug hug me.... ? how i wish someone could hug me now ... =(
ps: i wan a girl not a boy

Smoking

2006-11-15T12:44:00.000+08:00

Why People like to smoke MARLBORO?
MARLBORO:
M: Men
A: Always
R: Respect
L: Ladies
B: Because
O: Of
R: Romance
O: Only

Cockroach In Da Hse!

2006-11-15T11:21:00.000+08:00

What would you do if see a cockroach in da room?
When you see it

1) Wake your father up from bed to catch it

2)Scream and yell

3)Ask your siblings to find if the cockroach go missing in your room

4)Turn your room upside down

5) Dun care about the person you talking to on the phone and continue yelling

When you catch it

1)Get paranoid over it

2)Ask your brother to sit in your room as your guardian angel

3)You will swear to kill all cockroach in the world

Lastly, what a cockroach can do is to wake up your whole family!!!

Crying In My Heart

2006-11-14T23:25:00.000+08:00

My tears are dropping ... not externally but internally. My heart is crying can anyone feel me? i need a support now . i really need :( Life for me has been so unstable. I have been trying very hard to stand up as wad i use to been. but i can't, i really can't.. no matter how hard i try. Friends around kept telling me, dun think so much, go sleep , tml another brand new day. But every brand new day to me is such a miserable and sorrow one. i wanna be happy as wad i use to be.

My only leisure i have to keep myself back from sorrow and pain is alchol and cigarette now. i know i shld nt do that. When im drunk, i feel so relax. when i smoke, i feel so clear. NONO!!! I cannot do this .... i can't... i must stop all this!

Missing someone is very painful :(
Like how im missing u now
You miss me?
I do hope so
Can i do whatever i have promise?
Can like me as much as i like u ?

CURRENTLY PLAYING: 心痛 - 王傑

No One Understand How I Feel

2006-11-13T15:25:00.000+08:00

I CANNOT TAHAN LIAO!!!Eveyone always think in their own stands!!! Have They Ever SPARE A SINGLE THOUGHT FOR ME!!!

Im giving up! Dun ever let me go on fire! I WILL MAKE SURE U SUFFER!

CURRENTLY PLAYING : FEEL THE FIRE - MASTERBOY

IM DOWN!!

2006-11-13T12:22:00.000+08:00

IM SICK!!!! :(

Diahorrea + Knee Pain ... im in such a pityful state...

Haiz .....

Long time no see

2006-11-13T00:40:00.000+08:00

Hi everyone ..... Been so long i nv post le ... simply lot and lot of thing happening around me. At last the crisis is all over... thank god. Last week my temper was like boiling water. No one was able to pacify me. Kept telling myself to keep my calm..... but haiz ... i cannot wor.

My band has been like in a crisis now... feel so helpless. But i know we are now suppose to enjoy our jamming. Tu mei, shifu wish u all de best ok. Be happy!!! I know our band will nv be seperated. LETS ROCK ON SOME BEYOND SONGS!!!

Been thinking alot for this two days. I think i need to change my F***ING temper. I NEED TO!!!

Fate has brought us here since so long, i know you have suffer alot of heart breaking r/s for this years and me too. Let me heal your heart and i know i can do it. Give me time k. Remembering those days how u encourage me in drums and how you supported me in drums. All this years i have kept that feeling for my drumming till today. When i teach my students drums, i always tell them how to treat their drums ... as how u tell me last time. I will always remember that.

THANK YOU!!

2006-11-02T19:00:00.000+08:00

Tagged by Charlene.
1. Single, taken or crushing?
Crushing

2. Are you happy with your life now?
Okok lo....

3. When you meet the right person, do you fall in love with him/her fast?
Not that fast

4. Have you ever been heart broken?
Very heart broken

5. Do you believe that there are some circumstances, where cheating love is acceptable?
NO!!!

6. Would you take someone back even if he/she cheats on you?
NEVER!!! I will throw her into mandai reservoir

7. Have you ever talked about marriage to someone else before?
Got ... to my mum!! =.=

8. Do you want children?
Sure!!!!

9. How many?
See how much $ i earn .. lolx

10. Would you ever consider adoption?
If I can afford ,,,

11. If someone likes you now, what do you think is the best way for him/her to let you know his/her feelings?
Bo Ku leng!!!! gt someone like me?!!

12. Do you enjoy getting into relationships?
Depends..

13. Do you believe in love at first sight?
Not really ..... i believe love is build up ...

14. Do you believe you can change someone?
Maybe

15. If you could get married somewhere. where would it be?
The Beach !!!

16. Do you give in easily when fighting?
Depends bah .... but im always the one who give in ....

17. Do you have feelings for someone right now?
ya ........ :(

18. Do you ever wish that you could have had someone but you messed it up?
ya .... it has been so long le

19. Have you ever broken a heart?
maybe ...

20. If one day your best friend falls in love with the guy/girl you are deeply in love with, what would you do?
i always believe friendship come first ....

21. Are you missing anyone right now?
Yup ..... especially that someone ...

22. Now you have to ask 10 of your friends to do this survey in their blogs.
tiffy, huijia, suraj, cindy jie, weiming, (all SCC, cause most of my frens dun BLOG!!)=.=

2006-10-30T22:36:00.000+08:00

nth much to post

GUYS AND GALS ... ALL MY TU MEI AND MEI .... PRAY THIS WED MP NTH GO WRONG

Funny jokes!!!

2006-10-30T11:03:00.000+08:00

FUNNY JOKES!! LOLX

Why do farts smell? For benefit of the deaf.

Q: Why was the leper caught speeding?
A: He couldn't take his foot of the accelerator.

News: 3 Chimps escaped from the zoo... 1 was caught watching tv... another playing football and the third one was caught reading this txt message

Two goldfish are in a tank. One says to the other, "Do you know how to drive this thing?"

Why did Tigger stick his head in the toilet? He was looking for Pooh!

I wonder if you choke a smurf, what color does it turn?

What do you call a handcuffed man? - Trustworthy.

What are 3 words you never wanna hear whilst making love? Honey, I'm home!

Q. WHY DID SANTA SING TAKE OFF HIS CLOTHES WHILE WRITING EXAMS?

A. COZ IT WAS WRITTEN IN THE PAPER"ANSWER IN BRIEF.

Q. WHY AMERICANS STOP PRINTING STAMPS WITH PHOTO OF PAMEELA ANDERSON?

A. COZ PEOPLE STARTED LICKING THE WRONG SIDE OF IT FOR PASTING THEM ON THE ENVELOPES.

MATCHES
MuM: Have you brought the matches home? Son: Yes! Mum: Are they working??? Son: Yes! I have try up all the fire macthes... It's working.

NEWSPAPER
Some newspapers publish untrue news, but there is one thing that is true. What is it? >>> Date <<<

Why did the principal fire the cross-eyed teacher?
Because he couldn't control his pupils.

After opening the first restaurant on the moon, Bob was disappointed to receive only 2 stars in the newspaper's restaurant review section.
"Great food, no atmosphere."

How do you catch a squirrel? Climb into a tree and act like a nut...

Why didn't the skeleton cross the road? Because he/she had no guts!

A horse walks into a bar, the barman says "why the long face?"

What do you do with a dog that has no legs? Take him out for a drag.

How do you turn a cat into a dog? You tie up the cat, pour gasoline on it, light a match and watch him go WOOF!!!! How do you turn a dog into a cat? You tie up the dog, getan electric saw to cut him, and watch him go MEOWWWWW!!!!!!

What's black white black white black white black white black white...a penguin rolling down the stairs.

What did the dog say to the tree? bark!

Its all over!!!

2006-10-29T11:53:00.000+08:00

After a long long conversation, final our problems has been settled, we are back to jamming. hurt and damage has been done, due to my words and actions, [the meaning was there but it was being cover up due to some "kua zhang" actions and words] for this a apologize was made to the whole band, SORRY!

Being a laoda/middle man is really nt easy... last night someone told me this, "i join the band cause i trust you and i trust ur frens" those words make me so touched. sorry for everything, everything is just fine nw... spent ur last few mths as a band with us k ...... leave urself a good memory.... (maybe shld nt have post this part,but is just abt my feelings) [tears feel like dropping soon :( ]

Gonna change my attitude and temper..... im just too short - temper and i do things in a rush(chong dong). give me time, i will change for de better. i will be back as a better , stronger man! i promise.

Tink tons and tons of frens and close frens haven asking me to quit smoking, especially those, u knw who u r :p
Im trying to quit really.... im trying my best....i can't imagine myself without cigarette in my hand.. gosh!! but that will de done sooner or later. peeps! be prepared!

MY DRUMMERS FAMILY

My shigong: Mr Simon Ng

My Shifu: Micky

Tu Mei: Tiffany(da shi jie), xiaoling ("huh"), charlene(cute drummer), huijia, jocelyn, wendy

Tu di: steve, johnny

Tu shu: jayson, peixin, xin hu, wanting, ivy, ziqin, winston, yan yi, see yah

REMEMEBR: rewards will be gain if effort is there!

Lastly! jia mei mei, y u call me so early :P

I will end here, feel so relaxed cause everything is solve and fine now. yesh!! i love it baby!!

currently playing: OST From high school musical: when there was you and me

2006-10-28T14:25:00.000+08:00

only a few words to describe my feeling today...

1) Im gng crazy soon!
2) stress out!
3) Tired!
4) Bad mood

tats all ... tata peeps

2006-10-27T14:17:00.000+08:00

Since a week i didn't post anything, just freaking busy with sch works and band.

My Bro once told me this word " DRUMMER IS ALWAYS A LONER" REALLY??

Feeling sick and pain everywhere, i feel so handicapped :( knee and my wrist . wondering can i tahan till SCC concert. I suppose i will, cause everybody is supporting me always.

Charlene my tu mei, staring anti smoking campaign for de whole band... OMG!! and she will slap anyone who smoke in the band. : p
charlene didn't you knw something, all old ppl say this:

1)smoking is good for health
2)Gambling is good for encomy
3)drinking is good for blood flow

hahahaha ..... nah! is all rubbish... just talking cock.

Anyone can tell me what is problem, can problem be solve? Hw i wish i can go back to my young days, where there is no problem to ponder, only hungryness and sleepiness to solve. I MISS MY PAST & MY ONCE I HAD LOVE!
1)she is beautiful
2)she is understanding
3)she is caring
4)she is romantic

I just simply love my band. i got great ideas and performing stuff for my band. really hope one day we can perform on stage and ppl cheering for us. I WANT!!! To all my band mates; We shall work hard towards this goal. REMEMBER: " IS YOU WAN OR DUN WAN ONLY"

My BandMates: FROM LEFT TO RIGHT (Taken at settler's cafe)

Me(drums), Charlene(singer and drums), Weiming(keyboardist), Weijie(lead guitarist), Jayson(guitarist), Desmond(rythmn)

SUPPORT OUR BAND!!

Charlene, STOP ACTING CUTE CAN!! LOLX

LASTLY, I WANNA BE HAPPY, BUT CAN I ??

I dun feel like a drummer....

2006-10-21T01:54:00.000+08:00

Im so depressed about the song kelly clarkson "breakaway" *sigh* Been listening to that song for 100 over times le, i still can't get the beat! and the worst thing is, I WENT OUT OF TEMPO!!!! WAD A DRUMMER I AM!!!!

Sleeping Mode

2006-10-18T12:33:00.000+08:00

Im stuck ...... project stuck in the middle of nowhere ... wad de f***.i need help !!! who knows graphic design :( come come !!! :(

I feel so tired of everything, feel like giving up sometime. but dun worry i will not! my tu mei told me everyone is giving me time, to change for de better, no one will given up on me. Thanks tu mei, i will rememeber tat always. tat include my fav mei also. so to say i muz listen to her nw.. if nt there will be another *cold war*, which i hate it! De last cold war was freaking *er xin* man! i feel so lost and i realise that my mei can be so *heng xin* :( but i know she really cares and she really cannot tahan liao. For this i truthully deserved it. Im sorry for eveything i have done. I promise there will not be any *cold war*.

My 2 tu mei, tiffany & charlene. Muz do me proud!! learn seriously and i promise to train u all to somebody.

Lastly, im hungry!! lunch time!! yuppy!!
lol :)

2006-10-17T23:08:00.000+08:00

decided to hack in here but you gave me the username and pw, so not really call hack right? HAHA XP

tada. this skin NICE right. obviously miss huijia here did it. mr jason cannot make it. LOL. scolding him in his own blog. NOT BAD. haha.

have fun blogging and quit asking so much questions about blogger template. ok im mean. joking la.

la la la la la la.

ur post so short can. i anihow type also longer den u.

jia dropped by XD

First Blog ..........

2006-10-17T20:56:00.000+08:00

Im first blog of mY whole entire LIFE!!!! Special Thanks to My MEI MEI HUIJIA!!! without her you all got no blog to read wor ... heee... : P wahahahaha duo duo support wor!!! a my Tu Er men .... muz read wor ....

x|aoBao~*Ex - Drummer*~x|aoBao