I Will Kill All The "PAST"
I Will Find Your HEART ONE DAY!!!

I Miss You !
I Knew Is You!
Must Be You!

Not asking for any chance
Hope this time fate will arrange for me

Wishing you all the best
May you and him enjoy enternity


sign off
The "emo drummer"

nothing much to blog ....
Just a sentence ....

Since a few weeks i never blog le bah :(

This few weeks really tons tons of thing happen... haix .....

Lets start with my mei mei bah:
Had such a bad quarrel on a scc activity day. Really dun knw can i tell her. Tell her im sorry ? it doesn't even cure wads happening between us. It just so complicated! complicated! haix .... Since that day, we didn't even chat on phone neither on msn. But i secretly read her blog everday, just to check if she is fine or sumting. In my heart i admit i still care for her alot alot.

Just the day which was SCC MP, she was inside the clubhse. Walk past each other without even saying a little "hi" .... WAS THAT SO IMPOSSIBLE!? maybe ? maybe not ? While i was praticing for mandy song, sweet surrender, she was just sitting right infront of the drumset where i was. Didn't even dare to look at her, didn't even dare to say a single word to her. We just have a common sixth sense which tell us our hatred has gone.

MP has ended, which say my last drumming for SCC in my poly life. Was talking to mandy about jiamin and tiffany drumming thingy. She came to sit down with us .... The moment came so sudeen, really dun knw wad to react. I knew this day will come sooner or later, put down everything i have in my mind and sat beside her, gave a good hug and told her everything was over.... she had a good cry too ...... That moment marks the end of our hatred and cold war.

We are back to normal now ........

Next comes my drumming:
I knew i cannot give up drum.
My Tu mei Jiamin quote me a sentence, when i was on de phone with her;

"drum is sumthing u have play for so long le, u tink properly before u make any decision, dun because of someone u give up not worth it lo. Somemore u play so well, u already earn so mani respect in SCC le. drum is sumthing u can't give up de"

This sentence really let me tink a lot. whether to gave up anot.
I remember this sentence: " Giving Up Is Always Nt My Option" i tink i have make a decision early on to give up. which really cause alot of commtion.
Finally after a long long consideration: I will nt give up!
Cause i got so much ppl waiting for me to teach especially tiffany, still waiting for me to teach her my skills. Yes, tiffany..... i will teach u wadever i know cause shifu promise you before! yup!


Next lets move on to the TAIZI & XIAOSI story bah:

Sad to say, this story have come to an end. I would say a sadding ending

I came to understand that, fate is trying to play with me .... haix no matter hw hard i try or do is just will nt come to a product that i have wish for.

• To like someone u need encourage, dun tell her u like her unless ur heart tell u so.
• Love cannot be force
• Feeling is something u will never get to understand it
• FATE is always nt in our control
• Dun tell a girl that feel can be created, cause feel can never be created, it just come naturally, you dun even to do anything

I admit lose this time round.

A lot gals like to say sorry to a guy when come to a rejection or she have hurt u or wad.

SORRY!!!!! ---> You knw hw painful can this word be?!

In a relationship is always this few words:

• Yes, i like you
• Lets be together
• Dear, i love you
• Dear, i miss you
• I think i grow no feel for you anymore
• Lets breakup
• SORRY!

After sorry is always left with each other pain and sadness.

No one understand the pain and sorrow of the word SORRY

Everyone can say sorry, but who understand the meaning of it.

A few sentence to all couples in the world:

Don't ever give up if you still want to try...

Don't Ever Wipe YouR Tears If You Sti Want to cry...

Don't Ever Sette For an Answer f You Still Want to Know...

Don't ever say you don't ove Her f You Can't et Her go...

SIGN OFF

THE "EMO DRUMMER"

Everything has not been since right for me. My path, my family, my project, my drums. I wanna tell myself i can handle all this. But i really can't. REALLY REALLY REALLY CAN'T!! Im losing myself, losing my confidence, losing my esteem.

Love can be so "fast and furious" it can come within one day and you will lose it within one day too. Even how much u love her, u can't escape de fate of breaking up. Cause we can never control fate.

To all my Drum students:

Shifu might be retiring soon. Dun probe me for any reasons. Your guys are great, very seriously in learning. I like the passion you guys have for drums, im proud to have students like u all.

My greatest achievement in SCC was to see my first tu mei, tiffany to perform drum. Im really proud of you. Though u did not learn for long. But ur nv say give up passion really touch me. I know shifu nv choose the right student to take over me. Tiffany, promise shifu, if i dun perform anymore, you muz pursure on, sing and play drums together. I believe you can.

I really have no idea what lies for our future. I dun know what will come next. But i know, ur feelings will come one day. I believe, u must believe also. Let us do whatever we can to make this fairytale come true.

1) Girl, i love ur smile ( dun lose it k, i wan to see you smile everyday)

2) Girl, i love talking to you

3) Girl. i like the way you support me, the encouragement, the morale

4) Girl, i like your style, especially your hair : P

5) Girl, i like all the moments that i have spend with you

Taizi and Xiaoxi Fairytale
Can we have this fairytale coming soon ?
No matter how long i have to wait, i know that day will come.
Yes, i believe!!


Stay tune for the story of taizi and xiaoxi
sign off
The "emo" drummer

I have hurt [???] so deep
I have neglected [???] for so long

I should say sorry for what i have done. I know [???] has been very busy and really neglected you. I know [???] have been giving you cold shoulder. [???] being so caring and trying to find out what happen to me, but nevertheless "cold water" was still being splashed to you directly. Damaged has been done, no words can describe the disappointment you have in me. [???] is just a failure. Can't even take care of you.

[When u need me im not there
When u sound so sad, i was not even there to care for you
When i get busy or stress, i rather play drums den calling you
When you call, just a word busy, i hung up your call not evening asking why u call]

Remembering those days when we were so close and caring to each other
I sincerely hope those days will be back soon

{Asking for forgiveness from my beloved [???] [???]}
{Hope [???] will know i still care and in my heart [???] will always be mine beloved and caring ??? ???}

[???] SORRY!! FORGIVE [???] OK

I still remember i owe you and tu mei swensen + steamboat [will never forget]
After my project presentation end i bring you all k

PS: human mention above not my gf :p


Sign off
Failure [???]
"The Emo Drummer"

L = LOST
O = OVER
V = ?
E = EMOTIONAL

LOVE can be painful
LOVE can make someone lost him/her self
LOVE can make somone emo for a certain period of time

Can i dun fall in love ? it make me so emo. haix ...... It make me lost feel for drums. maybe?

girls will always reject guys for that few reason :

1) no feel
2) cannot forget ex bf
3) "you are too gd for me"
4) "i dun deserve ur love"

Can i consider those as crap reason? to so extend yes ... but commonly those reason is always true....

WHEN WILL MY MS RIGHT APPEAR!?
IM WAITING FOR THAT DAY!

Lets be frens first
Lets see how fate arrange our future bah
I also dun wanna force u too much
Overall, take a step at a time bah.


sign off
THE EMO DRUMMER

JASON WANG JUN QIAN has not blogged since 25th NOV '06 which means..... 44 days already la! later i delete your blog then you know. hmph!

shall not update about how jason is doing since seriously, i have no idea what he's been doing recently.
HE IGNORED ME LA.
so being the ever so lovely and 'understanding' mei of yours, i DON'T WANT to talk to you already(hah... so primary school can).
stupid kor.
and i doubt you will ever read this sometime soon.

la la la la...

love, jia :)

im back here again. but see, here's a new skin!

jia :)

kor says he's too busy to blog, so here am i lo.

wondering what he's busy with? he's busy with his FYP, SCC concert, teaching of drums and....the usuals, GIRLS!!
*pulls ear* ok la, the last part not true. arbo later korkor whack me =X

la la la la... hen men la! so come crash your blog XP

shall end with a pic of us haha.
not that i don't wanna upload the others but kor you never send me the rest arh =P



signing off,
jia :)

如何面对曾一起走过的日子
现在剩下我独行如何让心声一一讲你知
从来无人明白我唯一你给我好日子
有你有我有情有生有死有义
多少风波都愿闯只因彼此不死的目光
有你有我有情有天有海有地
不可猜测总有天意才珍惜相处的日子
道别话亦未多讲只抛低这个伤心的汉子
沉沉睡了谁分享今生的日子
活着但是没灵魂才明白生死之间的意思
情浓完全明白了才甘心披上孤独衣
有你有我有情有天有海有地
当天一起不自知分开方知根本心极痴
有你有我有情有生有死有义
只想解释当我不智如今想倾诉讲谁知
剩下绝望旧身影今只得千亿伤心的句子
剩下绝望旧身影今只得千亿伤心的句子

How to make a Jason

Ingredients: 5 parts friendliness 5 parts silliness 3 parts ego

Method: Blend at a low speed for 30 seconds. Add a little wisdom if desired!

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